张栋梁-痛彻心扉

回忆充满整个房子　我们的住处
围困我笑也不会茶也不思
一个人恍恍又惚惚
相爱的国度里没有人居住

回忆混乱我的脚步　阻碍了出路
证明了妳的自私妳的贪图
残忍的 看着我无助
平淡的回应我虚假的无辜

痛彻心扉记忆的伤一吋一吋像你的冷酷
否定我这些日子以来的付出
不能睡的痛楚 不知名的愤怒
不能上诉 只能安静痛哭

回忆混乱我的脚步　阻碍了出路
证明了妳的自私妳的贪图
残忍的 看着我无助
平淡的回应我虚假的无辜

痛彻心扉记忆的伤一吋一吋像你的冷酷
否定我这些日子以来的付出
不能睡的痛楚　不知名的愤怒
不能上诉 只能安静痛哭

痛彻心扉记忆的伤一吋一吋像妳的冷酷
告诉我不再需要有我来保护
不能睡的痛楚　不知名的愤怒
不能上诉　只能安静的痛哭

不能睡的痛楚　不知名的愤怒
不能上诉　只能安静的痛哭

Humpty dumpty

Bloody hell!
U jolly well knew the answer and yet you don’t want to say anything or do anything.
This is totally out of my hands.

U r the one who knew all the information and withheld it and yet want me to bear all the shit.
HELLO! I have no information! No information means cannot do anything! Stop saying this should not have happened. It did and it is happening now. Just resolve it and get over and done with it. Stop making excuses.

STOP sitting on the fence and act nice. U think u humpty dumpty har? One day humpty dumpty will have a great fall also.

I am waiting.

– Post From My iPhone

推拿

I went for my 全身推拿 yesterday afternoon during lunch time.
Last night I could not sleep well.
My whole back hurts.
I had to 趴着睡 and it is so uncomfortable （真的有那种感觉我快真的变成趴趴熊了）.
The good thing that came out of the 推拿was that my lower back does not hurt so much as compared to the past two weeks. However there the pain on my shoulders is really almost unbearable as force was applied on my shoulders and part of my back to help me to reduce the size of the bigger pieces of痧 inside my body.
I did刮痧 on my back during the 推拿 yesterday and ssurprising, it does not hurt at all. I think it could be due to the earlier 推拿手法太重and thus the pain from the 推拿 if greater than that from刮痧.
The comments on I received was that my blood circulation is not good and right and left side of the body is not balance, 我发热 and 我很会忍痛。

This morning, my whole back is stiff and I can feel that one part of my shoulder is swollen.
Changing into my office clothes hurt because I had to stretch.
I dare not lean back during my bus ride this morning because it hurts. Similarly, now I am in office, I dare not lean back in my seat or move too much.
In short, partial neck hurt, shoulder painful, part of the back is very tender.
I learnt a new equation, touch = pain.
Whoever hits or touches my back for these few days is going to get it from me.

Will I go again?
Yes because I did see the benefits but this time round, I will request for less force.

Bus

Recently I have been taking bus home. Yes it is a super 2 hour long journey (need to change 2 buses) but I prefer bus to Mrt because there are seats and it is not as crowded. I have enough of those squeezing and pushing and those rude people.

The recent few trips home on that particular no. bus is quite a not nice experience for me. Halfway through the trip, there is bound to be someone playing music loudly on the bus. In the past 1 month, I have heard at least 4 times, each time it is a different language. It is torture for me because 3 of the languages I cannot understand while the last one was Chinese but the uncle was playing the music behind me. Real Loud; think I am going deaf soon.

These people do not understand the meaning of “the bus is not owned by them”? Or they do not know that it is very irritating and there is something on earth known as earphone. Anyway the remaining times where music was not played was on those buses that had TVs on them. Maybe they think they cannot out play these TVs?

Peace and quiet is not necessary found on buses nowadays. I used and till now still like taking buses because it relax me and allow me to enjoy the scenery on the way home. Listening to my Iphone music and enjoying the air-con with the slow rocking motion of the moving bus just de-stress me.

I will still continue to take bus if I can. I do not mind the long journey because I can choose to read, sleep or just plain stare out of the window on the bus.

I just simply enjoy taking bus.

曹格-背叛

作词：阿丹/邬裕康作曲：曹格编曲：涂惠源

雨不停落下来 花怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉 你说不爱就不爱 我一个人欣赏悲哀

爱只剩下无奈 我一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间 永远都夹着空白 缺了一块就不精采

紧紧相依的心如何Say goodbye 你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢 我用背叛自己完成你的期盼

把手放开不问一句Say goodbye 当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管 只要你能愉快

心有一句感慨 我还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前 替我再回头看看 那些片段还在不在

紧紧相依的心如何Say goodbye 你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢 我用背叛自己完成你的期盼

把手放开不问一句Say goodbye 当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管 只要你能愉快

紧紧相依的心如何Say goodbye 你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢 我用背叛自己完成你的期盼

把手放开不问一句Say goodbye 当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管 只要你能愉快

只要你能愉快

林忆莲-听说爱情回来过

在朋友那儿听说痴心的你曾回来过
想请他替我向你问候只为了怕见了说不出口
你对以往的感触还多不多
曾让我心碎的你我依然深爱着

在朋友那儿听说痴心的你曾找过我
我要他帮我对你隐瞒只是怕见了面会更难过
我对以往的感触还那么多
曾给我幸福的你我依然深深爱着

有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中

这一种想见不能见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你把你放在我心中

对你的声音你的影你的手
我发誓说我没有忘记过而关于你选择了现在的他
我只能说我有些难过我也真心真意的等过

蔡依琳

彭佳慧

张敬轩

杨宗纬 (超级星光大道)

陈晓东 – 比我幸福

有多少人可以跟自己喜欢的人说“请你一定要比我幸福”呢？

望着广场的时钟你还在我的怀里躲风
不习惯言不由衷沉默如何能让你都懂
此刻与你相拥也算有始有终
祝福有许多种心痛却尽在不言中

请你一定要比我幸福才不枉费我狼狈退出
再痛也不说苦爱不用抱歉来弥补
至少我能成全你的追逐

请记得你要比我幸福才值得我对自己残酷
我默默的倒数最后再把你看清楚
看你眼里的我好模糊慢慢被放逐
放心去追逐你的幸福别管我愿不愿孤不孤独都别在乎

Good morning

Good morning!

View at 6am this morning.

View at 9am yesterday morning

ALin – 失恋无罪

你说我对你紧紧跟随你觉得疲惫
你一句话就逼我撤退
没想到你说最近选择一个人睡我忍住眼泪

我尊重眼泪孤独万岁失恋无罪!
谁保证一觉醒来有人陪
我对于人性早有预备还不算太黑
独身万岁失恋无罪!
爱不够爱你的人才受罪
用过去悲伤换来自由难到不珍贵
一个人崩溃不是在犯罪

一个人崩溃并不是在犯罪耶耶喔
孤独万岁失恋无罪
谁保证一觉醒来有人陪
我对于人性早有预备还不算太黑
独身万岁失恋无罪!
爱不够爱你的人才受罪
用过去悲伤换来自由难到不珍贵

一个人崩溃不是在犯罪
一个人崩溃不是在犯罪

Brain on leave

I have been in a buay song mood for the past few days and NO it is not PMS (maybe postPMS). No mood to work, no mood to play, no mood to do anything.

Anyway I started sneezing non stop at work today again. Guess my body is telling me, slow down and take a break. (I rather take it that I am allergic to work). I hate sneezing; my brain does not seem to work at all. One second I thought of something, the next second I forgot everything. It is real irritating. I do not remember as much things (or rather, I do not remember anything at all) when I am having a “sneezing” day.

I wanted to write a lot of stuff but I cannot recall anything which I wanted to write. I think I was supposed to write where I went yesterday but I cannot remember. I told my friends I want to tell them stuff but as you guessed, I cannot remember ….

Ok, that is it. My brain is officially on leave but nothing goes in and out of it now (think my brain on strike for overworking it). I am going to sleep now and hopefully this sneezing thingy does not drag till tomorrow. I know I have tons to do in office tomorrow (actually work should be the first thing I forget but then not in this case ).

I feel so sleepy and tired now.

Good night.

p.s. ate all sort of sweets (vapors, fisherman etc) today and drank tea but it does not seem to work. Maybe sleep is the best medicine.